IF I DIE TONIGHT

Well if I die tonight
I wonder
Where I'll be tomorrow
Nobody cry please
Push away the sorrow
'Cause I ain't been
The best of men
The best of friends
The best of mom
And daddy's last son
The best of anything
Tell Joe here's a last one

If I die tonight
Would I be forgiven
By all the people
I been slackin' with
When I was livin'?
Those who I hurt their hearts
Took advantage of
And even lied to
Hug you one last time
For forgiveness
Yeah I would like to

If I die tonight
Would you feel the loss?
Tomorrow would you dial
My number by accident
Then suddenly... pause?

If I die tonight
I wonder who would get
To keep my caps and shoes
Jerseys, even my little
Stuffed crocodile Coco too
Get my cell phone
Message everyone from A to Z
Tell 'em this ain't Q'
He passed away last night
And pray he rest in peace

If I die tonight
Would you think of my room
When you see blue
Wanted to clean it up this morning
But then I never knew

If I die tonight
What would happen to *****
How long would it take
Before she kissed another man?...
God damn...
At fast food joints
Would she still order
The same combo meal for two?
Things I wish I knew...